It is always so HARD to sleep on Christmas Eve! I kept waking up every 5 minutes it seemed. But I must have slept some, because then I heard my sister yelling “Get up! Get up!” as she tore into my room and punched me in the arm for good measure. My heart pounded as we raced down the stairs to the most beautiful tree and presents all around. And that one in the corner was just big enough for..
And then I woke up. For real. But there was no tree, only the battered card table in the kitchen of my trailer. Next door, the rumble of that dang diesel pickup ratted my windows. I sat up on the sofa and looked at the clock. 6am. Christmas Eve. What an ungodly hour, especially since my shift at the Lucky Chicken hadn’t ended till 2 am last night. I flopped back down on the sofa, closing my eyes and hoping for a few more minutes of sleep, but it wasn’t to be. My dog decided he couldn’t wait any longer, and between his whines and my trailer throbbing, I gave up.
“All right, I am coming, just hang on.” I stumbled to the kitchenette, looking for the leash. The small brown package on the table stared back at me accusingly. It really wasn’t my package, I mean, the mailman had left it on my steps 2 days before, but it was addressed to some girl three trailers down People came and went from here pretty regular, so I hadn’t actually met her. Miriam Valdez, the name said. She probably wasn’t even still living there anymore, I told myself, trying to ignore that little voice pricking the back of my head. I had been meaning to take it down there, still, it was probably the only package I would get this Christmas. Mom was between husbands this year, and my sister was busy with baby number 3, so there wouldn’t be anything from them. I didn’t have many other friends, and the ones I did had headed back home for the Christmas break. I was stuck here between terms, working at the Lucky Chicken because I had to pay my fine and court costs for that stupid DWI that really wasn’t my fault anyway. In any case, my probation lasted until the spring, and then I could finally leave this pit.
I found the leash and I headed out the door for a walk, actually more like a drag. He dragging me down the road towards the highway so that he could piss on the exact same signpost that every other neighborhood dog had marked overnight. We passed the trailer were that girl would be. A battered dodge was parked next to the trailer, so someone was there. But probably not her anyway.



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